home. bored

well things just sux school was alright today.. kinda boring kinda miss gavin too.. at this very moment jay is sitting behind me playing with my brother's guitar hahaha.. wad a joker. hahah havent done it in 4days n counting hahaha so far so good.. havent met her since tuesday i miss her already n its just 2 days hahaha... thats how much i love her hahaha. anyhow only..


continue now talking bout someone else this person i hate alot.. fucking say we're a family not even a family.. never even message me that got something at night im gonna fucking quit la.. irritating la.. ok im gonna quit if u know who this person is tell me alrite? hahaha

Confirm.

today tuesday school as usual but after went to play pool at shamrock cove in school n was late for tuition.. tuition was cool i think.. learnt abit.. hahaha i think or maybe alot.. erm.. yesterday monday sorry didnt blog bout yesterday. well yesterday was school nothing exciting i think. then today after tuition went to meet charissa sat with her at the bus interchange for almost a hour then saw jay waiting for bus.. haha damn funny la he haha yupp. well i just realised the friendship between me n her cannot be helped already.




i alwaya thought that the 9th of june was a good day where i made a very good friend that would be by my side forever.. but nope.. well.. i dont know wad to say bout her.. she is just putting love before friends n that just sucks if i dont see her during the gig i wont talk to her not even a word of hi.. she is such a bitch u know.. its just damn sad la.. im glad i have ppl like loretta sharlyn charissa who understands how i feel it just sucks knowing a person like that.. this shows our friendship is a confirm gonner already.. it sucks alot la..
it really matters alot to me that they are by myside.. i love them alot.. not like that bitch she is just so irritating la.. cant believe it la... i really think she used us la.. ohya 1 more person keith.. hahaha he has also been trying to keep the friendship but wad to do she is a real bitch la.. hahaha wad a bitch she is fucking bitch.. really bitch for life..




JUST 2 TIME HER PLEASE LET HER LEARN HER LESSON REAL BITCH LA!

Sundays. Sadness.

Well.. sunday there was church.. it started of like shit.. told charissa that i'll see her in church but she dont want then she said meet in the bus but then when i passed her stop she didnt come up i was like 1 dog.. which sucks.. ahya.. then after that she said she wanted to meet then i called her she was still in class then after mass she said she had to go for doctors.. ahya yupp.. damn sucked yesterday ah ya.. then damn rubbish la.. then went tuition it was ok laughed alot.. damn funny azman is damn funny hahaha always disturb ppl.. ahaha


















this continues.. ahya well she is a real bitch.. she isnt doing shit but glad she took me off cause its an embarressment for me to be on her featured like 1 mad dog la.. stupid la n irritating weird la freaking bitch.. well.. thats how much i hate her now.. well u guys think if u were in my shoes but i dont seem to tell them off cause they r first timers hopefully they learn n not repeat the same mistake la.. yupp.. guess wad? i didnt smoke today. haha power or not?

Continue.

Life just has to continue i guess after wad has happened... cant say much.. today uncle sunny came over to fix somethings la.. hahah funny.. well didnt finish till bout 620.. poor fellas hahaha then 330 had tuition finish at 5.. now going for practise.. well everything is ok with me n my baby!! missing her loads.. hahaha so happy.. but everything is not ok with me n that bitch... wad to do.. cannot do anything already hahaha








well lets see she used loretta's n my name to meet him i cant believe she did that i just feel like slapping her face.. her pimpled face.. im sorry bro if that hurt u but u know how it feels to do this kind thing? u know or not? it sucks man big time! she is always like that... i wont be surprised is she just used me to get closer to him this is damn shit up if u know who u r just get lost from my life youre not worth a single second... damn irritating la she.. idiot!!

Gone

firstly.. school was kinda boring. n i just realised that school is slower on fridays dont know y but ya.. this sucks.. after that went to meet charissa that sucked.. well then after went home damn sad kinda emoing. but who cares.. life is short we should enjoy it more.. got busted by gerard n his band.. suppose to follow them jamming but in the end never book that sucked to the max was all ready n didnt do shit.. met loretta talked alot of rubbish.. she managed to cheer me up.. thats good.. hahaha.. met gerard started bringing up to past n everything made me really think.. jamming was kinda quiet.. as usual ulric with the most energy after going for the converse sell.. power la ulric!! everybody else was quiet.. gerard is always quiet.. hahaha STAMMER.. matt was tired after tennis n me just shit up crap.. went home.. n now its 11 plus... benji couldnt make it.. sadness...









OK this is where it all starts... she is now off my mind.. she doesnt deserve to be on my featured.. she doesnt deserve anything from me.. family? wad family when we dont talk at all n say that u scared i busted u all say that nvm go talk to him wtf.. this is crap... u dont even bother doing shit so why the hell should i bother u know how hurting it is? u know or not? it sucks dick.. i really dont know wad to say bout u already la.. if u know who u r think bout it.. i have nothing else to say.. all i know is life is a bitch... fucked up bitch!