number 2

I JUST LOVE YOU ALOT


We have been fighting alot this few days lately.. i know i havent been a good boyfriend but im trying my best.. i really dont know wad is causing us to fight. i really dont know. over the smallest things also fight wad is wrong with us?! i really dont know.. but baby i just want u to know that i love you! in fact all r quite small things.. i guess in relationships there must be some give n take. i really dont know if i haven given enough or not.. im really really sorry... i know ive been a huge fat ass n im really sorry.. im really really really sorry! okay baby?


ive been taking alot lately but havent been giving thats y i plan to give but u have to help me baby u really do im lost im lost in jungle n there is no way out only your love can lead me to civilization. baby its u who give me happiness its u who give me pain its u who taught me how to love n baby i love you!! im sorry.

100308

ok well today first damn day of the fucking holidays. i had to go back for remedial. well who cares. then met charissa n found out something that is fucking pissing me off.. im fucking mad. she cried n i just cheered her up cause i dont like seeing her sad. i felt like crying too like a person like that is better that a person like me. im fucking pissed.. its such a fucked up thing to find out i really got nothing to say. i really dont know anymore already what to do n everything. just God show me a sign i really dont know help me. im lost im lonely im everything. it sucks man. its like a 1 way relationship wtf n she keep saying i never show her love this n that this n that.. just fuck it. im sorry to vent my fucking anger but really. i rather get angry here then with her. seriously cant she just see...



FUCK FORGET IT!


im a fucked up loser for life.

mass yesterday was ok i guess.. felicia made alot of mistakes. n yupp.. fucking irritated la.. ahya life is just 1 pain in the ass



ally didi misses u. didi needs jie jie!!