ok well today first damn day of the fucking holidays. i had to go back for remedial. well who cares. then met charissa n found out something that is fucking pissing me off.. im fucking mad. she cried n i just cheered her up cause i dont like seeing her sad. i felt like crying too like a person like that is better that a person like me. im fucking pissed.. its such a fucked up thing to find out i really got nothing to say. i really dont know anymore already what to do n everything. just God show me a sign i really dont know help me. im lost im lonely im everything. it sucks man. its like a 1 way relationship wtf n she keep saying i never show her love this n that this n that.. just fuck it. im sorry to vent my fucking anger but really. i rather get angry here then with her. seriously cant she just see...
FUCK FORGET IT!
im a fucked up loser for life.
mass yesterday was ok i guess.. felicia made alot of mistakes. n yupp.. fucking irritated la.. ahya life is just 1 pain in the ass
ally didi misses u. didi needs jie jie!!
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